All songs from the album Apurimac 3. Thanks to Lordxxxxx for uploading these on YouTube.

Legend in the Redwoods:

Geronimo's Laughter:

Dream Catcher:

There is a void inside each one of us that says "I don't give a fuck about this."

So, in essence, every motivation that we try hard to attain inside ourselves is self-deception. We try to convince ourselves that our family, jobs and our stupid projects have some kind of intrinsic value that will last forever, but deep inside we know it won't. We are the only ones attributing value to the things and the people around us. Nobody else gives a fuck. Everything is born and dies, and the next generation won't give a fuck about what you did.

The only true motivation, the only true purpose in our existence is to experience things like a child does. Everything is new and exciting for the cosmic child. For her it is like starting all over again at every moment. She builds a sand castle with no apparent reason, and then another child comes and kicks over it, and they both fall in laughter. Why do we have plans? Why do we believe that we can change the external world? It's all an illusion. But we keep playing with the sand, don't we? We keep playing...

Hello brothers, hello sisters. Good god. I'm Carl, and I am like I am, just like I am. Thanks God, I know now who I am. Yeah. I am Love, I am Love and nothing else is Love, like we all, like we all. I have nothing to assert, no. Nothing to blame, nothing to judge, nobody to accuse, nobody to accuse and nobody to convince. Just to be as I am, as an example, just an example. So I did advertising. I made commercials for products, which we need like cancer. Cancer, the materialized illusion, the materialized illusion around us. Yes I didn't know about cause and effect. I didn't know about the law of the echo. And suddenly I got it into me that we are all one, one with everything and we will unite each other like we never did before. Ha, the Artist, the Artist. And everybody last at least as an artist, yeah, and Love artists we are. We are Love artists. We come together as children as we are, just as children, because we are children forever, and forever, and forever. And we will play the Game, we will play, play, play, play. And the game called Love, Love and nothing else as Love, yeah, this is the Game. And we get free of the materialized illusion around us. The luxury, the materialism, which we need like cancer. No, no sickness anymore, no sickness anymore. And I got the message into me that fear is an illusion. Fear is an illusion, ha, that is wonderful to know. To be ill is an illusion, to hate is an illusion, to make profit is an illusion, and what you see materialized not in tune with the nature on Mother Earth is just a materialized illusion and will disappear very very soon. And this is just the law of the echo, the Law, the only law we have. It's the Game, yeah, it's the Game, but so many forgot about the Game, these periods of time, about the Game you know... So we played war, war, one after the other. And the war was rapid enough and we look around us, yeah, then we see war games, war games everywhere, everywhere war. It's just an illusion, yeah war is just an illusion. So we killed and the main part of us kill animals, animals, yeah, also our brothers, our sisters, yeah, and we did not know that we kill ourself, we didn't know. Whatever we kill, we kill ourself, and whatever we do with the Nature we do it with ourself, yeah, we do it with ourself, because we are the Nature, we are the land, we are one with everything.

Source:

The Legend of Atlantis

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You can transform darkness with enough awareness. By contemplating darkness, you are able to cast illumination on it. Have you noticed that when you look into pitch-black darkness, you suddenly begin to see dimly lit images forming around your vision?

By being aware of darkness and fear you can begin to conquer them. This may mean that you need to experience them first-hand and then assimilate the experiences in order for progress to be made. Let the transformations occur inside you and then you are free to apply what has been learned.

My point is that you cannot be holier or wiser if you have not already assimilated some of the darkest experiences inside your being. See, all is food for the soul. The soul is always seeking for new experiences, and the only thing that matters about an experience is the degree of intensity. In other words, it does not matter if an experience is "good" or "bad" as long as it is sufficiently intense so that something can be learned from it. All experiences are valid. Do not be ashamed of your past experiences. Turn them into raw data. What was learned? What was processed? Become a conscious computer.

Metaphorically speaking, I do not see how I can get into Heaven without being able to put on a smile of confidence even in the darkest hours, or without being able to experience the worst hellish scenario with awareness of these same facts. There are those who say that ignorance is bliss. Indeed, some people experience Hell or Heaven and are not even aware of it! Bliss for some and luck for others, but the true hell for me is lack of awareness. With enough awareness, even Hell can become a ludic activity if you are there just for the experience. And, even if you do not agree with me, then look back at your life: would you really have such degree of awareness right now if you had not mastered tons of suffering?

When you experience both sides of the coin, you are able to understand how they are connected, and you can move on to a greater point of view where there is more consciousness. As we rise in the scale of consciousness evolution, we learn to experience both sides of the coin more deeply and without attachment. Nonattachment is the keyword here because it means that you can experience something extremely good or bad and still maintain your integrity in the process. Being in Hell or Heaven makes absolutely no difference for the enlightened man, because the nature of the environment cannot affect his soul integrity.

To conclude, know that when we accept a situation wholeheartedly, maybe because we know that we created it in the first place, then there is a violent shift of energies that can even turn your personal hell into heaven. Remember that your consciousness is the endpoint of reality. Everything begins and ends with your consciousness. Your level of consciousness determines your reality even if you are not aware of it.